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♥ Monday, August 31, 2009}'
11:32 PM
notice i changed my blog song?
haha. (unless u mute it!)
change to this song cos today had a good laugh at this.
i tried to sing this in the lib,
but all i know is "dangerous, dangerous...."
then i just sing it out.
and sinrui was like laughing and asking wad i singing.=.=
and i told her im trying to sing the dangerous song.
darn funny. she say i sing lik weird..
but thts how it sound in the song!!!
hahahaaa...
DANGEROUS!!

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10:20 PM
went for facc paper in the morning.
almost overslept. sweat*

after paper went over to lib meet steph.
then sinrui. and we had SWENSONS.. cos last day of 1 for 1 treat ma. cannot miss!
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im so full, i kept falling asleep in lib. end up nvr do much.
had been doing so many retard things. ARGH.

♥ Sunday, August 30, 2009}'
12:14 AM
yesh. went to study w steph today.
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we are witches. haha
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do i look like a witch? i think the hood really look lik a witch hat!
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at our table..
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stephanie! no food and drinks in the library!
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and i gonna go study tmr again(:

its not easy to forget. esp when its first.
i almost lost smth v precious to me today.
my heart almost stop when i thought i lost it.
i think i shud stop wearing it.
not becos i worry to lose it.
but because i think its time for me to forget, give it up, and move on.

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12:04 AM
ARE YOU:
1. Perfect: no.
2. Tall: quite.
3. In your pajamas: yeah.. hahaaa..
4. Left handed: nope

LAST:
1. Friend you saw: stephanie
2. Talked to on the phone: mum.
3. Person to text you: jerine ho JP.
4. Was today better than yesterday: no diff. studying.

FAVORITE:
1. Number: 2
2. Color: haha.. all?
3. Food: SUBWAY currently.
4. Place: as long w my friends.

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
A: yawn. open eyes.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you?
A: yeah. alots.

Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?
A: ermm.. i think is murderer..

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: library. BORING.

Q. Do you smile a lot?
A: (:

Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: when i feel lik it.

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A: mayb yes. mayb no.

Q: Where did you sleep last night?
A: on my bed..

Q: Why did you sleep there?
A: its my bed??

Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: recent. something just came to mind.

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night?
A: business law. "how cud i have so much things squeeze in my mind?"

Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad ten being great?
A: 7. haha..

Q: What do you hear right now?
A: YES93.3 FM

Q: Does anything hurt right now?
A: my head. too heavy le.

Q: What's your favorite month?
A: as long is holiday.

Q. Are you missing someone right now?
A: maybe? haha

Q. Are you tired?
A: mentally yes.

001. Real name? Seet Ru Jun
002 Birthday? 10 April
003. Eye colour? black.
004. Zodiac sign? aries(:
005. Male or female? female
006. Single? yep.
007. Crushing? weather is great today.
008. Smart? i do hope so!!
009. Hair color? i dunno.
010. Long or short? long? short?
011. Sweats or Jeans? sweats.. sweater?
012. Phone or Camera? phone. (phone got cam?)
013. Health freak? is eating subway consider health freak? haha..
014. Righty or lefty? righty..

FIRSTS:
015. First best friend? boonjuan. haha.
016. First award? ermm..
017. First enemy? secondary.
018. First pet? no.
019. First vacation? too long to rmb.

CURRENTLY:
020. Eating? sweets!!
021. Drinking? water.
022. I'm about to? sleepppp..
023. Listening to? Yes 93.3 FM
024. Plans for today? today is ending in 10mins. finish up this quiz.
025. Waiting for? my concentration to accumulate.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:
026. Lips or eyes? eyes!
027. Shorter or taller? taller!
028. Romantic or spontaneous? either.?
029. Sensitive or loud? neither.?
030. Hook-up or relationship? relationship.

HAVE YOU EVER:
031. Drank bubbles? foam is it?
032. Lost glasses? yes. but its so nerdy so doesnt matter. haha..
033. Ran away from home? no.
034. Broken someone's heart? i dunno..
035. Been arrested? no

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
036. Do you like someone?
mayb yes. however, mayb no.

037. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
yesh..

Do you prefer to sleep or talk to a friend when it gets boring in class?
depends on wad time i sleep the previous night?

Do you wave hi with a smile or a serious face?
wave hi and smile

One thing that you like about your house?
fully equiped w bed, tv, laptop, food, etc. everything i need.

The last time you cried, is it because of someone?
cos of the rain.

Chocolate ice cream or chocolate bar?
chocolate bar !

Rudest thing you have done to your teacher?
i not a brat.

What's the good thing about school?
nothing. except for food. (esp SP have subway!!)

Last song you downloaded?
i'll be there-mariah carey. NICE though kinda outdated.?

Which part of your body is itchy and aching now?
itchy? nose. aching? back.

Worms or cockroaches?
cockroach ? but i dun need it.

Yawn with your eyes open or closed?
my eyes not tht big so i supposed its close?

If you can have a choice, would you prefer to be friends or attached with someone you love now?
i wan both.

In one word, describe your day.
mentally taxing.

What website(s) have you opened?
blog. livejournal.

Do you listen to music?
yahhhh

What song are you listening to now?
im listening to YES 93.3 FM.. i think i type this thrice.

The latest news you've received?
high chance steph is treating subway. AHHAHA..!

Last thing you bought?
subway meal!!

Name 5 things you have around you.
handphone, mouse, laptop, tv, and mister potato.

What can't you live without?
oxygen, food (subway).

Who can't you live without?
family and friends.

What do people usually think when they first meet you?
fierce? thts wad i know.

What color is your hair?
blackkk! i know i type this before.

Do you like answering surveys?
when the mood is right.

What age do you wish to marry?
haha.. after one of my girls.

What you want the most right now?
the feeling of "EXAM OVER"

What will you do if one fine day somebody hurts u?
hmm. hurt me? idk..

Something to describe yourself.
typical human.

If you can have 1 more dream to come true , what would it be?
to find my dream job.

What are you afraid to lose now?
everything i have now.

Do you believe in ETERNAL love?
yeh.

If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
not tht courageous.

What are the requirement(s) that you yearn from the other half?
.......

So you cherish every of your friendship?
yes. those i consider true friendship.

Do you believe in God?
i believe but not obsessed.

What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
to have dreams.

Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
nop.

What do you want your friends to be like?
true ( i dun mind if u fart infront of me. haha!)
fun to be with.

What are the things that people will think of you?
no idea

What is your favourite hobby?
watch videos.

If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?
no one. i cry myself(:

What is my ambition?
i HATE this question.

What do you think u'll be when u grow up?
i HATE this question EVEN MORE!

♥ Friday, August 28, 2009}'
11:46 PM
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this my addiction for this few days.
had been having for lunch continously.
hahaaaaa..


go watch this ba. damn funny ..

exam stress is really getting into me.

♥ Thursday, August 27, 2009}'
11:13 PM
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yes. had fun webcaming w nandar last night. or shud i say is this morning?
haha..

im feeling terrible now. my nose is totally blocked.
cant breathe w it. worse still, i need alot tissue.
my skin gonna peel this way. ARGH.

just watch a very nice advertisement.
ITs KOKA. haha.
the guys was ordering noodles.
then he damn picky, dun wan msg, dun wan too salty etc.
in all is he dun wan it to be unhealthy.
then the stall cook pekcek give him koka and ask him cook himself.
you guys get it ma? lols.

anyway, i realised blogger is taking v long to load! shit.

♥ Tuesday, August 25, 2009}'
10:09 PM
simple question:
1.2 X 3 = ?
i freaking wrote 4.2!
shit .
(for those who dun get it, the ans shud be 3.6)

but! lucky me, i discover it at last minute.
so i change it.
i dunno i got change all the subsequent ones anot.
cos there isnt time le.
haiz. buai tahan myself.

having serious running nose right now.
i think my sis nose spoil le.
how can she freaking spray so much of her deodorant in the room.
i bet she sprays at least half bottle of it.

life is good. but something is lacking.
i know what. but i dun dare to have it.
sometimes i really wish that the fear could be a barrier which i can overcome simply by crossing over.
but things are never that simple.

♥ Monday, August 24, 2009}'
10:47 PM
went studying w jerine today. haha.
damn last minute de. she smsed in morning.
and i get ther asap. lols.
we tried to make ourself awake w cold water plus cold aircon wind.
whole face frozed. haha..!!

FF. i haven read theory.
i dunno whre to start.
i dunno how sia.
but i definitely slping by 12.
its a MUST.

dunno wan post wad le.
wait for inspiration..

♥ Sunday, August 23, 2009}'
6:54 PM
someone just reminded me.
last night i was having this terrible stomachache,
so i went toilet. but before i could do anything,
i saw a BIG lizard. OMG damn disgusting i tell u.

then me and the lizard seems to have a competition.
hahaaa.. see how can get out of toilet first.
(i think the liz is scared of me as much as i am disgusted by it)

see below for better understanding.
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i cannot let the liz come close me.
but it have to in order to get out.
i wan get out, but i need get close to it before i can.

so yah. spent quite long inside.
when my stomach it hurting EXTREMELY.

damn. guess who won? MEEE.
i ran out of the toilet screaming.
4am in the morning. great work!

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6:33 PM
argh. blogger problematic AGAIN.
i slept at 4am last night.
but i dint post. cos i am watching videos.
haha..

today woke up at 3pm. watch tv till now.
i am beginning to doubt : is it really exam soon?
i totally dun look lik it.

i will study late tonight. that is if i dun feel tired.

and regards to certain issue.
i have nothing to say nor comment.
cos its not for me to judge either.
therefore its best for me to remain silence.
thanks for your wishes.

if i can overcome this damn F**R. i will be damn happy.

♥ Saturday, August 22, 2009}'
11:35 PM
its having thunder now.
i hope it just rain without the thunder.
but i am not the weather. i cannot control.

i know why i dun dare ler.
but i dun think knowing will help.
doesnt matter anymore.
not that i plan to get in any rs now.

i just peeled off the biore pore pack.
i hope this works. haha.....

if i nvr slp early tonight, i might post again.

ANYWAY: blogger is great now.

♥ Friday, August 21, 2009}'
11:58 PM
so lucky of me today.
blogger is not giving me any problem.
therefore this gonna be a v long post.
so Long Post= Longer Time= Lesser Sleep=TIRED.
but cannot waste this chance of no-problematic blogger !

Went to polyclinic w my mum this morning.
super early. was half awake when reach.
and my mum helped me book an appt for the cleaning of my teeth.
shit. so worried now. too long nvr go clean le. i think got 1 and half year.
cos poly dun have the dentist to come over de. haiz.

i really dun get some ppl sometimes.
if u dun understand, then dun. say so.
there's no need to voice out indirectly.

anyw. i was enlightened by some one.
"do you think you talk alot about yourself?
too much for people to take interest?"
i realised. - TRUE. i do talk about myself alot.
but many other ppl does too. just that they are not aware of it.
(if you are reading this, mayb u shud think abt it? "

i admit, if the person is not talking about something of interest to me,
and coudnt seem to stop, i get turned off.
so i shall not talk so much abt myself anymore. not that i am shua pi ji-ing.
i am serious. i know and so i accept.

i know wad i wan to be in future alrdy.
i just hope its not something i will lose interest so fast.

logic. i think some logic is bullshit.
if its something tht only u understand, u are bullshitting abt it.

Credits to the great friends around me.
My girls. (Steph, Jerine, ME, SinRui)

*cheers to our friendship*
we shared so much memories ...
so much things we tried together.
so much things we work hard together.
so much things we talk about. the gossip. ("A" rmb?)
so much comfort we feel with each other.
so much trust we have for each other, the pillar of our friendship.
To you:
my CLOSEST FRENS(:

ATTN: MISS NANDAR.

memories of you seems to fade.
so come back SG refresh my memories of you ..
RMB don't ever lose contact w me. (:

Poly. Aimin & Wynne

one thing i couldnt erase from my mind : PROJECTS.
doesnt need to elaborate much.
that word cause us alot of time, effort, complaints, grudges, anger, etc..
but it brings us so much closer. *CLAPS*
(:

♥ Thursday, August 20, 2009}'
10:58 PM
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went JE library w girls again..
haha. v guai right. i know.

♥ Tuesday, August 18, 2009}'
1:28 AM
i dunno wtf is wrong w me.
i hate this DAMN feeling tht i am afraid.
i swear i really tried. but i always back out.
haiz. chances to get me out of this state seems to be more slim.
i gave up one by one. how many chances could i still hv?
forget it. ready to give up .

BUT..
Rujun dont give up. i just delay it.

♥ Sunday, August 16, 2009}'
3:13 PM


look at this. damn NOT FUN.

♥ Friday, August 14, 2009}'
10:20 PM
SATURDAY..
went to mentoring as usual.
had fun. look at this. guess which one is mine..
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this mine!! nice right. unique eh!!
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went out w sinrui and steph(:
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♥ Thursday, August 13, 2009}'
10:20 PM
i think blogger maintenance dept is totally not working.
blogger is still having problem.
if its not solved soon, i going over to livejournal again.
LOLS!!!

tmr going for the morning lesson.
so as to having earlier holiday? mayb.
slept when reach home. *regret*
now not slpy. but i dun wan late slp.
but nothing to do. shyt.

♥ Wednesday, August 12, 2009}'
11:32 PM
WEDNESDAY
normal lesson as usual.
had gems presentation today.
last min change role. phew. llols.
went to study w the girls.
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me sitting on imaginary chair.. haahaha..

girls, rmb our *promise* !! cannot back out(:
jerine: SHUAY hair..
steph: UN-SHUAY hair.
sinrui: chalet...........(:

rujun

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2:34 AM
BINGO. im still awake.
haiz. i think i shud go slp.
but i dun feel freak tired.
ARGH.
i today still tell aimin&wynne tht i will slp early ard 12pm.
now going 3pm ler. shyt de.

ive completed the ZHAN SHEN drama alrdy.
so fast. ): LOLS.
shud i do blaw now?

♥ Tuesday, August 11, 2009}'
4:43 AM
yes. im still awake.
just cleared my tutorials tmr.
left with revision for FF.
but i cant think straight le.

should i go slp?
no one online also.
nights then(:
rujun

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1:00 AM
im still awake. crap.
and i also dunno wad i doing.
i am suppose to do blaw then cost and facc then ff.
but i am crapping with andrew..

we trying to get as many T's as possible.

Andrew's
The Thin Timid Tim Told The Terrifying Terrorist To Take The Train Ticket To Take The Train To Take The Task To Take The Thirty Three Things To The Table Top, Then Tell Timmy to Transport The Thirty Three Things To The Tent, Thereafter Taking Train To The Tent To Take The Thirty Three Things To The tanned Tin, Then Trade The Train Ticket To Take The Train To Tampines Town.
(71 words)

Mine:
The Tatooed Tikopeh Tell That Terrifying Terrorist To Take Thirty Three Train Tickets To The Thirty Three Terminal Then Trade The Thirty Three Tickets To Transport Toward Tampines, Then To Take The Typewritten Taxation Tutorial Tutor’s Timetable To The Truly Terrible Turtle’s Tent To Tell The Truly Terrible Turtle That The Typewritten Taxation Tutorial Tutor’s Timetable Totally Twice Troublesome Tonight, Thus The Truly Terrible Turtle Take The Tasty Tonic To The Taxation Tutorial Tutor, Then The Taxation Tutorial Tutor Thank The Truly Terrible Turtle Touchingly
(85 words)

i won.. WAHAHA...

♥ Sunday, August 09, 2009}'
11:43 PM
YAY! its national day(:
Happy Birthday SINGAPORE~

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though its national day. but i dint celebrate it at all.
spent it on blaw proj. crap.
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♥ Saturday, August 08, 2009}'
5:33 PM
ITS SATURDAY.. (National day eve!!)
and we are having blaw group discussion..
at SP ~


i look damn white i know. i also dunno why.
i tried making myself darker!
back to project.
rujun

♥ Friday, August 07, 2009}'
11:47 PM
school was as usual.
nothing great or happening.

went to first blaw project meeting.
FIRST eh. its due on tues. damn.
and i haven start my part.
will start after posting!!

meet sr, steph, and jerine after blaw meeting.
went to watch the movie:
"HANGOVER"
the show is still alright w some funny scenes and
some obsene scenes..


anyway..
this the evidence of the FIRST SUBWAY MEAL i had(:

♥ Thursday, August 06, 2009}'
8:21 PM
feel relieved that i am not malign again.
glad that u realised the truth.
happy for you as you found your confidence.

life's better w/o rumors(:

♥ Wednesday, August 05, 2009}'
10:52 PM
school was fine.
&
interview was okay.

life's good. for now.

i found out that,
me doing NOTHING could be so disturbing to some ppl.
i don't know tht and don't get it.

seems lik some D ppl are trying to badmouth me.
and some S ppl believe it.
is tht ignorent? or trustful?
BS. not tht simple.
got time dont go think i do nothing is something.
xian mei shi zao shi zuo for wad?

you make me feel good. (:

♥ Tuesday, August 04, 2009}'
10:52 PM
i wonder how long blogger gonna be lik this.
but i heard from WJ can use photobucket.
damn lazy though.. hahas.

i had my FIRST SUBWAY MEAL at school today.
the sandwich is okay.
but cookie is as fantastic.
barley drink is nice.

got back FF project(:
now then i FINALLY realised wad is meant by UNFAIRNESS.
wad to do? CPADT. sorry i need talk in code.
if not later some ppl go complain or mayb SUE me for slander.
or is it libel? but this is a FACT..

BLMNBLFF, IDCHWAGTDI, BICWWTAA.

hate it when ppl say:
"life are lik this, learnt to accept. "

♥ Monday, August 03, 2009}'
11:37 PM
school was boring. it wasnt interesting before.
see some ppl also not happy.
damn hell. only know how to act kl.
dun lik PP.

but after school went to find steph and jerine.
ate SUBWAY again. how to lose fats at this rate.
not possible le. haha..

gonna start doing cost~

OYAH. before i forget..
do anyone knows wad is ER REN XIAN GAO ZHUANG?
dunno? ask them.

♥ Sunday, August 02, 2009}'
9:26 PM
ITS SUNDAY!
was late on meeting steph..
SORRY!! really..
this bestf of mine damn funny ok..
she act angry when i late.
then i realise i always v late in meeting her..
she got wait for me as long as 2hours i think..
i shall not make her wait again!
but she v soft hearted.. phew~
love her darn much..

ate subway [again] at vivocity.
shop ard. bought a pair of shoes AGAIN.
i gonna get killed if found out by parents.
haiz. got a friendship necklance w steph.
and similar hairband w her as well..

but my mum called suddenly and demand to get home asap.
crappish. lik mood totally dampened.
haiz. so i rushed home. cut short our chopping trip.
sorry again steph, my big hearted friend(:

get nagged lik in the past.
i then realised i am damn not good daughter.
i nvr do housework since dunno when.
i take my mum for granted.
i always thot i am the only one in vexed, the only one busy.
i hate myself this way.
i wan to change. and i will.
if i am given a chance. again.
sorry mum. i dint mean to be harsh just now.

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12:20 PM
Blogger sot diao AGAIN.
so i cant load any pictures up~

i got alot of things i wan to say.
but i dunno how to say. and how to start.

♥ Saturday, August 01, 2009}'
7:34 PM
Today (Saturday)
hmm.. as usual, went to KidsRead(:
late for meeting Y & P.. paisey paisey..
today is better..
lesser mentors, more mentees..
haha. the kids are so funny.
in games session, play the Mr Wolf game..
they all wan to be the wolf..
end up they have discussion who will be the next wolf.

feel kinda nice when sufia actually let machio be the wolf..
(initially sufia was beside the wolf. but sufia knows machio want to be.
somemore machio cried before saying he wants. so..
sufia go take a step back and push machio slightly nearer to the wolf and
ask the wolf catch him)
and machio is really innocent..
once he tio wolf once, he damn happy alrdy..

Yesterday (Friday)
real accomplished day..
COS i went to gym!!!
haha.. gym lei.. went with steph.

hmm. i was late again.. but this late is due to FF proj.
*i shall not think of it again*
(f_cking pissed at some ppl. wadever.
you are so pure innocent and kelian.
so i shall not blame you ok?
[in your dream(: ]

went to lot one and have long john great deal.
3 chicken, fries and drink = $4.40.
WooHoooo.. national day rocks !
got one public hols~

to KB: you win liao los. i wun remind u who i am de.

i just wanna have a dream of my life. 'cos i don't wan to waste my life away, esp when i may only live once..
♥ jjunss

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Rujun
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Singapore Polytechnic
(Dip in Accounting)
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My life is SO not interesting
& i am SO unhappy..

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